these past months have been so hard for me. i’ve been so lonely and hostile. i miss him all the time and he’s all i think about. every little thing everyone does annoys me and i don’t know why. i need him to hold me again and tell me everythings okay. i’m a naturally anxious person.. like really anxious. and everytime i would get in one of my “moods” he’d...
i don't remember the last time i was truly happy.
listen, i know that fairytales and happy ever afters are just for movies and storybooks. but for once, i want something that happens in those shows and movies to happen to me. i want to feel wanted. i was just watching awkward [my guilty pleasure] and jake just surprise kissed jenna and it made my heart skip a beat. pathetic, i know. but i’ve never really felt wanted by a guy.. not even my...
I miss you so much
Summer was perfect. All my friends got along, I had a nice guy with me and if I went back in time I wouldn’t change a thing. Looking back now why did everything change in such little time. I miss that my friends don’t get along anymore and I want everyone to be happy..more than anything I would change the way I ended things with him, because now I know more than I knew then and I don’t have words...